Lovely writing, and congrats on one year! You feel life and appreciate your feelings, which will continue as you stay sober and breathe in the beauty of being alive and aware. I think the key to maintaining this happiness is to keep doing things that pique your curiosity and help you grow. I got sober in 2001 and am still very much a work in progress, curious, grateful, beginner mind. When I occasionally feel jaded, it's because I think I know, and I haven't stayed curious.